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Lyrics:

1. "Vow Of Celibacy"

dear you / dear you / this is to inform you / i am taking a vow of celibacy / until i break up with you / at a time to be later determined / which i shall inform you of / 'til then / we're through / that is all / that is all / that is all

2. "Drunk Rabbits"

they're following me / they're following me / into my office / into the bathroom / into my car / into the bedroom / they're following me
like a bunch of drunk rabbits / they know no better... / they know no better...

they're following me / they're following me / out of my bed / out of the shower / out of my home / out of my mind / they're following me
like a bunch of drunk rabbits / they know no better... / they know no better...

they're following me / they're following me / into my skin / out of my head / into my ears / out of my mind / they're following me / like a bunch of drunk rabbits would

 3. "Midnight at 10am"

at midnight / i pass the torch which has become / my shining / beacon in the darkness of a / heartbreak / a sort of which i have no words / to describe / but to tell them all that i am / waiting for this night to end / waiting for this night to end / waiting for this night to end / waiting

reshape / all of this that i am forced to / wear / on my neck and down my body's / skintone / red to cameras in vacation / pictures / that i haven't posed in for some / years / time which i have weathered i'm still / waiting for this night to end / waiting for this night to end / waiting for this night to end / waiting

at midnight / i blow the torch that i have lit to / shine / illuminate the darkness in a / heartbroke / waiting for this night to end / waiting
waiting for this night to end / ending

 4. "I Am Become Her" 

i am become her / i am love her / and one day i will be / reconciled to my maker / and all i ever really wanted / was to just become one / with the lighter half of myself / it requires a separation

i am become her / i am embrace her / and someday i will be / melted into my heaven / and all i ever really needed / was to just become one / with the lighter half of myself / it requires reconciliation

i am become her / i am beleive her / childless mother / of my creations /
and all i ever really asked for / was to just become one / with the lighter half of myself / it requires determination / i am become her / i am become me

5. "Intermission"

Egassem lanimilbus sdrawkcab on si ereht!

 6. "I Wish I Could Hate You"

when i ride / down the south side / i could cry / under a traffic sign / a highway / towards your door / flutter by / goodbye these memories

we could burn / down your house / i wouldn't feel / better that way / it's too late / for apologies / if you had / any to give away

understand / i do not hate you / it would be / easier on me / to feel rage / and then forgive / than to be / stuck in this state i'm in

we could burn / down this sign / i wouldn't feel / better that way / women dream / hearts can be changed / i give up / on that fantasy with you

apologies / it's too late now / if you're dead / i wouldn't know / it's too bad / i used to care / if your heart / kept beating through this

understand / i do not hate you / wish i did / i'd burn down your soul / i feel loss / but i'm betrayed / it's best to / let you fade out of my view

7. "A Swan All Along"

i hid my heart / like an easter egg / and then i complained / that no one ever found it / now all these years later / i can't recall where / no one has seen it / i forget how it looks / oh my darling / you've suffered so long / you've been a swan all along / a beautiful swan all along

and i think maybe / the time has come / to rip this bracelet / off of my arm / no matter how it hurts / no matter how i cry / throw it away / leave it behind / oh my darling / how long you've not known / you've been a swan all along / my beautiful swan all along / oh my darling / you've suffered so long / you've been a swan all along / a beautiful swan all along

 8. "My Shower"

this is  my shower / i will not share it with you / this is where i'm beautiful / and you will not intrude (this is where i am pure / and you will not violate)

this is the warmest, embracingest, pleasurest, comfortingest, satisfyingest, happiest, gentlest, monumentalest, differentialest, purest, spectacularest, lovingest, beautifulest, exceedingest, tenderest, reassuringest, splendidest, safest, very best place i go.

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